update on my life…

i hate the feeling of wanting to live…. and strongly not wanting to live (being so exhausted with being blatantly screwed over and over by people fighting against my claims, even though there is more than enough proof of what i claim everywhere). i can’t stand living in this corrupt state anymore. i want to move, but i don’t think i’ll have the financial means to do it. i need a lawyer, and i don’t think i can get one for a reduced rate. i want to learn, i want to be in an environment that prides itself on originality and not copying. i know everyone goes through issues, but within the last week they have been beyond excessive (insanely fucked up) to the point where i don’t a light at the end of this tunnel.